So much has happen in the past few months, For starters I want to say how greatful I am for everything that has happen to me. Ade to you I am the most greatful. you keep me on task, and guide me on the right path
thank you
I have a step father and 3 new sisters. Its strange
I have been working real hard.
For a while i was so tired at work, everyone askes me "are you ok?" Im good. I have been busy with the end of semester school work. I have been thinking alot about switching majors. my mind is like a ball it bounces up down and all around Lol. I dont think this will be the last time i change majors.
I had a huge project to do, a book report and research paper. Thanks to those who helped me and gave me the strength to finish it.
Thank you Ade, Kyle, Liz, Keith. You all rock!!
hmm i havent been playing many games lately. honestly i have been to busy with school, work, and chatting with my homie to play games haha. except for Pangya~ She really got my hooked on Pangya!! its sooo fun. I can't wait till we play together.
lets see I went to see a movie, thats something i hadn't did in a while.
I saw The chronicals of Nanira the lion whitch and the wardrobe PEEEW! long name, almsot choked saying that. Cool movie, i enjoyed the specal effects. there was a few messages as well in there, World war 2 things, reminded me very much of a Lord of the rings that was more family friendly.
The next 2 movies I plan on seening are "King kong" and Memoirs of the Geisha" both look real good.
la la la I got the new System of a down CD Hypnotize its awsome, The songs are gread I really like Soldiers side part 2 and Hypnotize.
Christmas is comming the more I look at it the more i relize it has nothing to do with christ anymore... untill now i never noticed how comercal it is and how it is nothing more than a mask for stores to sell crap. I will keep the true meaning of christmas alive with my family and friens. I will make sure they are all happy. ^^
anyway I have rambled off to much I should be going, CYA!! take care all
12:01 AM , I started to remind...
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Hideing nothing and showing all
I can't wait for my Homie to come. My family has been so excited, my friends all told how happy they are ^^" gosh. She will be welcomed by so many :) I hope we will get past this hard-ass paper work. Its a obstical in the way of our happiness.
She asked me what if her visa is not given to her? I replyed : I wont give up. What I am willing to sarcrafice is my schooling, and job.
I know she will get it, we just have to contact the embessy and try real hard. this will take us a long time. Im willing to wait as long as it takes. If she isnt able to get a visa I will Go to Her. She gives me strengh.
When I think about meeting and being together with her nothing can stop me. It's not going to be a easy thing, I have never been so far away from my family in my life. I will be leaveing my country to a place that isnt exactly safe for westerners. As I examine myself more. I find that god made me who I am and how I look for a reason. Maybe this is the reason..
My skin is darker than a white persons. And with the right clothes I know I can pass as a non westerner. If i keep a low profile. Don't use much english and Avoid Tourist spots,
(that wont be hard lol im not going for vacation, this is to meet ade. I don't plan on going to clubs, or beachs.)
As of right now I know we are soulmates. Meeting in person will conferm this.
I need to see if she will be the woman who I marry and spend the rest of my life with.
I pray she is. I know she needs to know if I am the man who she wants to be with forever. She is 25 and People ask her "when will you marry?" , "how come you havent married yet?" I understand how hard that is to hear.
If by gods grace we fall in love when we meet. She will not have to hear that question ever again :)) It will be a new question "When will you have kids" lol.
1:44 PM , I started to remind...
Monday, October 31, 2005
Catching up!
A lot has happen in the past few weeks, Job premotion :), Midterms, A lot of growing for me. Friendships brakeing and mending. My life has been Up and down. Things arnt getting easier. But I Have high faith that things will work out for the best. over the past few weeks I took a lot of Online tests and quiz's hehe they are sooo much fun, but I hate the long ones >.< Ive learned a lot from some of them. Halloween is here, and i dunno what i will be.. acutaly its today i should dress up as something silly.. maybe I will hehe.
1:43 PM , I started to remind...
Monday, October 17, 2005
What does my birth date mean?
Your Birthdate: April 15 |
With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene. The 1 and 5 equaling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent parent or teacher. You are very responsible and capable.
This is an attractive and an attracting influence. You like harmony in your environment and strive to maintain it. You tend to learn by observation rather than study and research.
You may like to cook, but you probably don't follow recipes. This number shows artistic leanings and would certainly support an talents that may be otherwise in your makeup. You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in ways. |
1:15 AM , I started to remind...
Saturday, October 01, 2005
WHY do the always send THE poor!???!
System of a down
Chicago was freaking awsome, I mean I dunno how to explain how awsome it was without swearing >_<>
Ok there was so many System Posers, YUCK! Don't go to a concert if you only like 1 song. I cant stand that. After the Concert I was so thirsty I sweat all the water from my body.
so we ran to subway (thank god subway was open at 11pm) and got some Powerade
Then i got to eat at white castle!!!! aw man it was frekn great.
(pictures will be added later i gotta send them from my phone to the PC)
7:49 PM , I started to remind...
Monday, September 26, 2005
Sunshine&Rainclouds
2 months pass with the blink of an eye
The more I look at myself and where I am, the more I begin to Question my existence
what's happening to me..
somewhere on this Trail called life I must have taken a wrong turn .
Could it be A test of faith?
*pull yourself together man*
Pick up your pieces and rebuild a new Drew.
easier said than done
work is pretty stable, not much has happen...Still waiting for my Upgrade to One of the following : Cook,Cashier,Buffet
yet I receive no information on that progress
I've had a few arguments with the family,
Some of my friends *wont say any names* are been real culos.
Oh yeah and im behind on my homework for college...
I can't ever concentrate my mind is always elsewhere.
OH well IM sure things will be good again soon. I hope.
Good times and bad times,
Sunshine and RainClouds
Maybe my rainbow will soon come
9:09 PM , I started to remind...
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Crazy day at work
Wow work was nuts today!,
First off Today we had a black out; that's right all the lights,power,and phones were dead.
It was dark in the back where Me, and the other Grunts work. Almost like a summarine in them movies, yeah in fact it remind me of one greatly.(power was out for like 1.5 maybe 2 hours)
anyhow we were about to close up early so the boss let us all feast, on the food from the buffet.
As soon as we finished eating The frekn lights come back on daaaamn!
the rest of the night seemed like a etrained. It WOULDN'T End. I swear I aged 2 years. haha
here's a pic of most of my co-workers, I guess I got shaky hands or something because it came out blurry.>_<
Ade, haven't seen you online in a while just wondering how you're doing?
Hope you had a fun time hiking with Dedeh ^.^"
9:09 PM , I started to remind...